finding myself genuinely ashamed when i’m naming my lyrical inspirations out loud after writing these last few songs. Really ashamed of myself. They’re not good songs and yet I can’t get out of it. Is it the melody? is it the music? I have no idea at all. All I know is that the lyrics suck. I’m trying to build a body of songs that people can look at and say ‘shit, those are quality lyrics’
I just feel like utter shit every time I finish a song. fucking hell.